There are so many things I want to buy. But it all blocked with an important key, and that is money. It’s quite weird but I swear I really crave for many goods. Hahaha. I’ve saved my money but after it summed Rp400.000,- it feels so hard to decide what should I use that money for. In the other side, I wanted to buy a DSLR camera, and also change my glasses, buy some clothes and shoes. For buying a camera, I know that money is not enough for buy a DSLR or even a Polaroid camera. It maybe enough to buy a Lomo but I think if I buy Lomo it’s more useless and I will rarely use it. So if I want to buy DSLR I have to save more money to buy it, but how long it will be? The way out is just keep dreaming it and wish someday I have enough money to buy it from my work.
The second thing is if I want to change my glasses, it will be okay and my mom had agreed about it. Because I have Askes, I can have the discount. But, I’m hesitating whether I will regret if that money is spent for glasses. Besides I also want to buy clothes and shoes. Ah, I miss shopping time. It’s been a long time since I shopped in the last time. I think my clothes are just a few so I want to add more clothes to my wardrobe. I also want to buy new shoes, because the old one is now not proper to be worn.
Maybe if I manage that money well I can buy everything I need, but it was a feeling that I won’t use that money until I save more so I won’t run off of money. It was so confusing. I think I should find a job that can make me get money by myself, by my work. What should it be? I don’t have a lot of talents. I will feel very guilty if I just ask for money to my parents. I shouldn’t cause a fuse for them. I hope as soon as possible much money can come to me, or maybe the money rain will drop tomorrow hahahahah it’s completely fabricating.
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