defend

From an aphorism we learn that defending an achievement is harder than trying to reach it. It’s absolutely true, if we’ve been on the top, so many possibilities to turn us down. Maybe without any consciousness, we’re all in a competition. If we did our best, we can be the best. The problem is, if we’ve gotten that achievement and be the best, a feeling to defend it appears. Of course, all of us want to be the best, so that everyone in this competition struggling to make themselves in the same position or be in a higher position.

The most important thing is, we mustn’t become conceit if we’ve reached the top. Remember not to be satisfied quickly and just stick in your position now. If we just learn by walk, many people outside learn by run. It shows that we mustn’t be careless people, except if you’ve felt satisfied with all you’ve gotten.

What I’m feeling now is like every people trying to chase me and struggling to obtain the best position. Looking my test score, for all lessons, it can’t satisfy me indeed. I’m feeling my achievement drop tragically. Though I’ve studied a little harder from the 1^st semester, in each lesson I can’t get a perfect score. What’s wrong with my ability? Hm, maybe I’ve to introspect myself. Do I do worse? So sick thinking about it. I’ve tried to write well but maybe the lecturer still found my writing is bad. It’s okay then. Maybe I must grind my ability in writing. Add more vocabularies and practice writes everything for free and organizes it well so people can give their thumb up to my writing. Posting something in blog like these maybes also help me to communicate with foreigner. I tried to make people from around the world understand with what I’ve written. It also good to look up new words in dictionary but I think it’ll be hard for me because I’m a person who can’t easily remember a word.