BYE "A"

It’s exactly a week after I broke up with my A. Still feeling sad, but what I can do is just acts like a cheerful person without any serious problem in my life to hide my sadness. I also saw that he’s go further from my side, no sign of his behave and it means that he really didn’t want me anymore.

Why I should try to tell you like I’m the pittiest person after broke up?

But in facts, I’m still hoping. This love had buried deeply in my heart, and it also means that I can’t easily erase this love. I don’t wanna him hate me. I’m stupid if I have to be like this, unrequited love. Do I have to find somebody else?

Maybe I don’t have to find, just wait and try to be opener to other guys. Moreover, it seems like he’s done it to everygirl. It’s really hard, I just felt that I’m so wishy-washy, still confuse with what I’ve to do. It’ll be hurt if know him founding someone else better than me. Errrrrrw! MOVE OOOOON GIRL! You just have to be sincere if he does really find her mate.

I thank God because this sadness not really ruined my life. My A inspired me a lot of make song lyrics. Perhaps someday he’ll hear that song...

When will I give up in loving him? I must close this story in my book’s part. Try to open the new pages with the new experience. Nevertheless, I still can get LOVE from my greatest family and the best-est friends around me. From this second, maybe I’ll turn to the new page. Bye A, and all the 395 pages of our memories. I’ll write my new life in different pages, but still in the same book. Sad and hard but happyending if I do sincere him to leave.

BYE Facebook, you just give me this fucking sadness and jealousy. HUH :l