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I thought I should have had a diary. Cliché? Ironic. Yeah people can’t anytime share anything on internet, in front of people. Moreover, is it more important to keep your image in being good all the time than express yourself from being desperate from all matters that disturbs you, your life? Okay, this is blog –my blog , eh?–. I determine the aim of my blog. If only it was just me who can open, write and read mine, it will be so satisfying. Well, these writings all are my memory. You know what? Having a short temporary memory is really pathetic. I hate being a forgetful person. You can forget a memory even it impressed you at that moment (except I tried so hard to remember what actually made me happy, what I really don’t want to forget the most). Maybe I’m wrong to put all memories –all of my words in fact– here. I should think twice. Maybe this is the way to reach maturity. It concerns on how I must behave, especially on how I should and shouldn’t write. Maybe it taught me to forget all of my bad times (even a little or already accumulated) by not writing all in here. I should share something that made me –and my reader– happy. Just it.

“Tertawalah, karena dunia akan tertawa bersamamu, tapi jangan bersedih, karena kamu hanya akan bersedih sendirian”

And my mom taught me dat you can’t truly trust anyone but you. Life! But so, to whom you should share some matters that ruin your thought? The solution will be taken from yourself. Other's opinion? But you don't care. That's selfish. Some Aries-es are.

What am I talking about? Hsssssssss. So random. Maybe I should take a break; I need to play something rioting. HAHAHAHA. Are you stuck inside a world you hate?//Are you sick of everyone around?//With their big fake smiles and stupid lies//While deep inside you're bleeding~ Welcome to my life - Simple Plan. Hmm, that was played by coincidence. But I'm not dat miserable yeaaaah. lol I have someone, who always says “cheer up” to me. Thanks. Thanks for caring me as well.

I - n e e d - a - h u g - r i g h t - now.