overstressed

Some causes that made me overstressed recently are:

1. /I DO WANNA VISIT JATINANGOR! :( I made a vow to go there before I really go to Jogja. Actually I still have some things to be done… First, the most important thing, I wanna met Mr. Bima to have my raport card signed by him. Second, I wanna meet my friends. I can’t mention who I want to meet the most because I have equal importance in meeting them kkkk~ especially Marsya omo I want to ask for some videos about Korean things & the movies that are gotten from Rona hahaha and maybe I’ll give mine (actually it’s not mine too, it’s Hana’s mostly LOL). Third, I am about to change my DVD to the DVD shop because the film is not running properly, and also buy some to accompany me in Jogja, I’ve run out of stock now!

2. I CAN’T USE THIS INTERNET CONNECTION PROPERLY! Really, it made me stressed out! How can I enjoy my surfing if the speed of the connection is just 115 Kbps :( I also have to choose a good time to enjoy the internet because it often lacks suddenly and the connection becomes so slow! I even never ever success to download a video from Youtube and 4shared, and also failed in streaming. I need my own connection that can be used so fast! Can download many videos in blinked eyes. I maybe will be very very happy! Hahaha download many SHINee’s videos and also all about Architecture. I haven’t finished downloading all videos of howtoarchitect by Doug Patt. I think his channel is very useful for the beginner architect, like me hahahaha.

3. IT’S FREAK WHEN I’M GETTING BIGGER DAY BY DAY! It’s so sad when a person you like mentioned you that you’re getting fatter :((((((( Ah, as for woman it’s very sensitive to talk about weight. It offends me honestly hahahaha. Now, let’s show them that in the month of Ramadhan we can easily become slim :)) (actually I want to laugh at this too, was it typo? Hahaha) I’ll show my best insyaAllah, doing some exercise (if not lazy) & keep on a healthy diet like fasting in Monday & Thursday hehe. Wish me luck on this!

Hahaha all, please pray for me so I can get off of my stress. Lalalalalala~~